Once again..Cruel world never ends..

this i my ultimate crush and once again it all crash on a big pile of dirt..
Shits is always happening to me..
am my luck for love is always this bad...
what gonna happen next...
fuck with al this bullshit...
please, if there really is a god...
help me...
open their eyes...
let them see...
or open my mind...
make it open so that i can read others...
what a cruel world...
why is it need to happen to me...
FB that is all that make my heart crush into million pieces...
arghhh...
why is it so hard to find one true love...
why is it people so hypocritizing this day...
is it because of egoism...
or is it because of selfish...
sad isn't gonna make me survive..
just love make me do it..
but why is it love always let me down...

p/s: this is suppose to be for one person..but for other let make it be a word stake it to ur mind..
think about it...

time is waitin'

From time to time,
slowly turning into sand,
none has realise it,
but only me.

Since when and why,
be the questions,
before the answers come,
help me survive.

i'm waiting,
waiting for miracle,
miracle thats hard to wait,
even it is dream.

As the time goes,
my life won't stop,
to make it sure,
a helping hand is needed.