Menunggu kucing bertanduk

salah siapa..silap silap..
kerajaan, negeri, dunia..
tiada politik dalam drama aku nie..
apa yang aku buat selama nie...
apa yang dia buat selama nie...
semua nya menghala ke aku...
aku yang salah...aku yang mengada2..really??

Penunggu Setia

Aku, cuma seorang lelaki yang biasa,
melangkah sehari demi sehari,
mencari erti kehidupan,
kemanisan dan juga kebahagia-an,

Ketibaan kemanisan hanyalah sementara,
tetapi kemanisan itulah yang juga yang di kejar semua orang,

Another HeartBreaker..

hello...
assalamualaikum....
its another sad story for me....
I thing this will be falling onto me until I can make them understand...
I may have make the god angry  or else why did HE make my life so miserable....
first thing first I'd never had this feeling for such a long time ago...
I think it is about five years ago that I get to feels like this...
and now the heartbreaking sad love story revealing themselves...

I found this girl when I live at wak tasirin's house...
she is one of a student at PSIS.....
now she might be an ex-student as she had just finish her last exam paper last Thursday...
I didn't remember about how I get to know her...
but I could only remember that I have been her friend for about 3 month...
and the feeling of love burst out of my heart and got stuck to his door knob....
this door can lead me to his heart.....
even though the door is not locked....
it is hard for me to push it open.....
there is something that make its stuck.....
and it continue stuck for a month or more.....
and just to make it a better story i got a conformation that she is someone's else girlfriend...
even after i know this, i continue to fools myself trying to get her attention....
this is where i learn that her relationship is on the edge and could stumble any time.....
without wasting time i try to persuade her to break their relationship...
without realising that she could been hurt by the thought of breaking with her boyfriend....
such a clumsy boy i am....
and the story goes on until yesterday....
without declaring with me she treat me as she accepting me in her life....
not long ago we had a fight......
it seems that i know something that shouldn't be known to any human being accept her....
it is an information that would get me an award of the best detective of the world...
and so the fight continue until one and a half hours ago.....
she feels so ashamed as if she would die because of the info that i know.... 
and when the fight done....
she said the we should continue be friend...
as i have promise her that i would be by her side whenever she need me....
BUT...how can i ????/
doesn't she know anything about a boy ego's.....
the boy had just been dumped....
why should he continue to disgrace his life....
it is not the question now.....
what i thnk right now is i should just get away....
from all of this love sickness....love is just a burden anyway...
but i really love her deep in my heart...
please give me a reason to stay by your side...
please......!!!!! i really love you....