Sorry..causing trouble..

Today....
Mood:So bored...
Just completing my task as a student...
Just nothing to do...
Wat should i do..
How can i gain money, love...
Nothing came up my mind..
So much in my head...
How can i handle it alone...
Alone in such time...
Not a kind world im living i guess...
They always say...
"give her time"
"its to early"
ya its true....
I like to force..
I'm so pushing...
Maybe i push her so much...
Now i will not be in her list anymore...
What i'm scare coming true..
All coz of me..
Haha...maybe its fate...
Thx...
i'm not going to say anything anymore....
lets time bring me forward...
Huuhhh...!
I really have to stop rite..
Okay...i willl..sorry to be A bother...

hye..
Lame x update blog...
(T..t)..bukan ad org bace pown.
Starter : just as the title goes
I feel so sad, annoyed, angry..
My life feel so uncomfortable
now...
its all start just bcoz 1 gurl..
arghh..so stress...
And bcoz of the stress i make a bet to not say anything about her infront of my friend
what am i thinking...
I love her...i miss her....
She's the ONE....
Oh GOD ...please ...
don't make me look pathetic...
This is all thx to ADAM's aka male....
Juz bcoz 1 male make a probs
i get the stress...
Please someone..
Help me...
i really need her...
Stop hurting me....