Sorry..causing trouble..

Today....
Mood:So bored...
Just completing my task as a student...
Just nothing to do...
Wat should i do..
How can i gain money, love...
Nothing came up my mind..
So much in my head...
How can i handle it alone...
Alone in such time...
Not a kind world im living i guess...
They always say...
"give her time"
"its to early"
ya its true....
I like to force..
I'm so pushing...
Maybe i push her so much...
Now i will not be in her list anymore...
What i'm scare coming true..
All coz of me..
Haha...maybe its fate...
Thx...
i'm not going to say anything anymore....
lets time bring me forward...
Huuhhh...!
I really have to stop rite..
Okay...i willl..sorry to be A bother...